Stop running...
Stop burying your head in the sand...
Ask yourself some important questions...
Is this all worth what I am risking?
The door closes soon...and inside I will seal the fate of many relationships...
ALL for one relationship...the flesh relationship of a mere man.
Who do I give up for this man?
Who am I turning my back on?
My Husband.
My Son.
My Daughter.
.My Mother.
My Father.
My Sisters and my Brothers...
And their families
.Many of my friends...
My church family.
Jesus...
God!!
ALL for one man....
A man that I have had an adulterous affair with...
A man that my family...my children will NEVER accept...
And most importantly...
God will never accept because the relationship began in SIN.
It is not a blessed union.
Is what I am doing worth giving up all these people and the history I have with them?...the love and family that I have built and created over the years.
Why am I wondering why they won't support me in what I doing to them...to MYSELF?
I have betrayed them continually and then expected understanding...
Kept secrets and then expected respect...
Told lies and expected trust...
Chose sin...adultery and expected them to accept the man and the home I am sinning with and in.
They LOVE me but even those who love me will only allow so much hurt and damage or be able to watch me destroy myself...my life!
They will not play a role in my sin or in my mistakes.
I DO THIS to ME!
The victims are those listed above....
I have FREELY chosen the life I am presently living.
Stop.
Think.
NOT FEEL!!!!
!What am I giving up by being with this man?
Is it truly worth ALL that I am giving up?
REALLY?
Time is running out...
I could stop this...now..do what is right and good.
OR
I could RUN and pretend that all I have done is right.
Numbers 6:24-26
Stop burying your head in the sand...
Ask yourself some important questions...
Is this all worth what I am risking?
The door closes soon...and inside I will seal the fate of many relationships...
ALL for one relationship...the flesh relationship of a mere man.
Who do I give up for this man?
Who am I turning my back on?
My Husband.
My Son.
My Daughter.
.My Mother.
My Father.
My Sisters and my Brothers...
And their families
.Many of my friends...
My church family.
Jesus...
God!!
ALL for one man....
A man that I have had an adulterous affair with...
A man that my family...my children will NEVER accept...
And most importantly...
God will never accept because the relationship began in SIN.
It is not a blessed union.
Is what I am doing worth giving up all these people and the history I have with them?...the love and family that I have built and created over the years.
Why am I wondering why they won't support me in what I doing to them...to MYSELF?
I have betrayed them continually and then expected understanding...
Kept secrets and then expected respect...
Told lies and expected trust...
Chose sin...adultery and expected them to accept the man and the home I am sinning with and in.
They LOVE me but even those who love me will only allow so much hurt and damage or be able to watch me destroy myself...my life!
They will not play a role in my sin or in my mistakes.
I DO THIS to ME!
The victims are those listed above....
I have FREELY chosen the life I am presently living.
Stop.
Think.
NOT FEEL!!!!
!What am I giving up by being with this man?
Is it truly worth ALL that I am giving up?
REALLY?
Time is running out...
I could stop this...now..do what is right and good.
OR
I could RUN and pretend that all I have done is right.
Numbers 6:24-26
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